Okay so it has been about a year ago now that I have been on here and I have decided I would come back after a rough year of forgetting people and finding new people to fill my life with and also finding myself again.
When I started this whole journey back in November of 2013 I weighed almost four hundred pounds. I now, remarkably, weigh three hundred and thirty-six pounds. To some people they would look at that number and cringe or throw up in their mouth or say "Poor thing, she'll die young." Well when I look at that number I am happy and pleased over what i have done and that I did it with little or not help from anyone else.
Looking at myself over the past few months I have had ups and downs, mainly downs and well even when I had the downs and wanted to absolutely quit I had people helping me, pushing me, reminding me of how much I need to change for myself. Now I have a wonderful boyfriend who I am madly in love with who is with me every step of the way and he is helping to keep me on track and motivated when i just want to quit. I am quite happy I have him and I am on my way to a better me!
